Thread:McAlastair/@comment-26356785-20161112205000/@comment-27496972-20161116022531

(*sigh*) I guess... I'm so used to expecting an insult from people I was being ignorant. Bloody freaking hell and a half, I'm blind.

You're right, I've had this stuff since I was born but I'm still trying to treat it as being normal for me. The volcabulary stuff is more likely in an ASD kid than a regular one, a regular kid could still learn that stuff themselves. The race thing isn't something one can just change, I'm Anglo-Mandarin and I'm proud of my heritage. I'm only offended by racisim just for the same reason pride is a sin.

I'm slowly coming to terms with bullying, but like I've said those traumatising experiences are burnt into by brain. I've learnt to cope and almost stopped being a victim, but I'm afraid that everytime I do they'll get me again, they've been doing that for the past few years and I just end up back in the time loop, repeating history over and over like this entire series' plot. But, eh, live and learn I guess.