Thread:McAlastair/@comment-26356785-20161112205000/@comment-27496972-20161116022531

(*sigh*) I guess... I'm so used to expecting an insult from people I was being ignorant. Bloody freaking hell and a half, I'm blind.

You're right, I've had this stuff since I was born but I'm still trying to treat it as being normal for me. The volcabulary stuff is more likely in an ASD kid than a regular one, a regular kid could still learn that stuff themselves. The race thing isn't something one can just change, I'm Anglo-Mandarin and I'm proud of my heritage. I'm only offended by racisim just for the same reason pride is a sin; both retain a level of honour that individuals have towards it.

I'm slowly coming to terms with bullying, but like I've said those traumatising experiences are burnt into by brain. I've learnt to cope and almost stopped being a victim, but I'm afraid that everytime I do they'll get me again, they've been doing that for the past few years and I just end up back in the time loop, repeating history over and over like this entire series' plot. But, eh, there have been cases WAY worse than mine. L ive and learn I guess.